Facing a downturn, but thanks.

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Hi people,

Now I’m not one for rants and moaning at all but this is one place where I hope to actually feel “accepted”.

I aint going to go into the gory details about how life is s**t and all that but im sure there are many here that have had a damn sight harder time than me and Im sure many will understand when I say about good phases and bad phases.

A bad phase for me was back several years about the time of leaving school, when I was about 14 to 17, that, for me, was the dark ages. The dark times.

I’ve been aware of my AS since 1999 and since then its been a constant personal battle. But cutting to the chase, I am at a point where I feel I have lost.

The shroud of the dark side has fallen………….Again!

The circumstances I am in now is such that I feel that my AS has ruined my relationship, knocked be back to the ground, and now I am back at square one. A prisoner caused by my own mistake that can not be rectified.

Like I said I am not going to bore people with the gory details or go on ranting about the world being at fault. I am instead going to say how great this is here and however “alone” I feel amongst these weirdoes there is always this place.

Sorry if that didn’t really make sense but I just wanted to say that this year has been a major downturn, Christmas has possibly been the worst ever and I am now in a rut that I can not see a way out of…….

But thanks for this site and you guys for being here.

Many thanks

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