fraac wrote:
I am. Or was. Maybe broken now. It works via acceptance, everything else is trickery. You can connect someone to the real world by not wanting anything from them and yet being strong. The real world is what heals, you're just a conduit.
You probably still are. Sometimes you have to heal in order for the energy to flow. Right now it's busy keeping you healthy or healing you in some way. I can literally feel my bodies own dipoles in my hands. I feel the magnetic repulsion and I can feel others as well, especially when they are injured. It starts as a tingle in my palm, and as I work the proximity the tingle goes away and I feel a magnetic repulsion, and with more messaging away the repulsion subsides and the area I'm working on feels better. I can do it for myself, but it's not as effective as I'm drawing on the same pool of energy, but it still nonetheless has an effect.
Clear your mind, and listen to yourself, you'll find the answer to where your energy is going.