I can't find these symptoms at all and I'm freaking out.

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27 Feb 2012, 10:43 pm

I'll be feeling great and then all of a sudden my bowels and stomach will feel odd, my heart will race and my mind just drains itself, I honestly can't fathom what it is, I go and lay down. And then I'll feel better a bit, then back to this Strange mood, I don't know what to call it. I've googled this far and wide and I haven't got a damned clue what it is. When I'm in this mood, I'm the quietest person in the world and I honestly feel like I'm going insane. I literally feel insane somehow when I'm like this.

Is it anxiety? Because this all started a year ago when I turned 20 and I went to the doctor and even he didn't have a clue what it was. And that's when I lost my health insurance, but. I also experience small paranoia and as of now, my heart has been racing for 10 minutes. I feel I'm going insane. :cry:

I haven't experienced this in about 3 weeks so far, but when this occurs I can't go near knives, I shake too. I'm honestly scared.


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27 Feb 2012, 11:06 pm

This is what anxiety feels like for me. I was like that for an entire month last September.


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27 Feb 2012, 11:09 pm

CockneyRebel wrote:
This is what anxiety feels like for me. I was like that for an entire month last September.
But why would it fire up when I turned 20? It makes no sense, why not earlier? Maybe it has something to do with my biological mother showing up around that same time and then leaving 3 months later? (My dad said she tried to smother me with a pillow when I was a baby) Now she's dying of Kidney disease. I'm not sure if that would have anything to do with it or not.


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27 Feb 2012, 11:12 pm

Anxiety can flare up with major changes.


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27 Feb 2012, 11:13 pm

TeaEarlGreyHot wrote:
Anxiety can flare up with major changes.
Yeah well Anxiety makes me feel insane, literally.


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27 Feb 2012, 11:13 pm

I agree with Tea.



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27 Feb 2012, 11:15 pm

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I agree with Tea.
It's rather scary.


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27 Feb 2012, 11:18 pm

Mithos wrote:
TeaEarlGreyHot wrote:
Anxiety can flare up with major changes.
Yeah well Anxiety makes me feel insane, literally.


It'll do that. Have you seen a doctor about it? There are some really good medications out there if you should need it.


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27 Feb 2012, 11:19 pm

TeaEarlGreyHot wrote:
Mithos wrote:
TeaEarlGreyHot wrote:
Anxiety can flare up with major changes.
Yeah well Anxiety makes me feel insane, literally.


It'll do that. Have you seen a doctor about it? There are some really good medications out there if you should need it.
I have to get my health insurance back first.


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27 Feb 2012, 11:20 pm

Do you live in an area with free or low budget clinics? Sometimes you can get the help you need there.


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27 Feb 2012, 11:25 pm

I wonder if we experience anxiety differently from the general population. I wonder if our bodies show symptoms that manifest differently than they would in NTS. :?


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27 Feb 2012, 11:29 pm

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I wonder if we experience anxiety differently from the general population. I wonder if our bodies show symptoms that manifest differently than they would in NTS. :?
It's curious, but I just want it to stop, forever. It's the most UNEASY feeling you could ever have, like your going to die.


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27 Feb 2012, 11:29 pm

TeaEarlGreyHot wrote:
Do you live in an area with free or low budget clinics? Sometimes you can get the help you need there.
I'll check around, I think there is a hospital nearby that may be able to help, other then that I would have to look.


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28 Feb 2012, 4:10 am

On a completely unrelated note, I think you now hold the record for highest posts-per-day ratio.



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28 Feb 2012, 5:53 am

Sounds like anxiety to me as well, unfortunately.


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28 Feb 2012, 6:14 am

Bun wrote:
Sounds like anxiety to me as well, unfortunately.
Well down the hatch with a glass of Vodka then, now that I found some. Drinking tends to help, for a bit anyway.


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