I'll be feeling great and then all of a sudden my bowels and stomach will feel odd, my heart will race and my mind just drains itself, I honestly can't fathom what it is, I go and lay down. And then I'll feel better a bit, then back to this Strange mood, I don't know what to call it. I've googled this far and wide and I haven't got a damned clue what it is. When I'm in this mood, I'm the quietest person in the world and I honestly feel like I'm going insane. I literally feel insane somehow when I'm like this.
Is it anxiety? Because this all started a year ago when I turned 20 and I went to the doctor and even he didn't have a clue what it was. And that's when I lost my health insurance, but. I also experience small paranoia and as of now, my heart has been racing for 10 minutes. I feel I'm going insane.
I haven't experienced this in about 3 weeks so far, but when this occurs I can't go near knives, I shake too. I'm honestly scared.
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I have Severe ADHD (Diagnosed), Tics and Mild OCD. [Fully Alert, Test Retaken.]
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Your Aspie score: 128 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 72 of 200
You are very likely an Aspie