The Universe really is fascinating. It often blows my mind knowing that nature can break our laws of psychics, which just makes me aware of how little we actually know about it.
I often get lost in the thoughts of "what is the universe inside of?" and "if there was nothing one day, how was there enough energy the next day to create the big bang?" Thoughts of how we exist, and how everything exists so perfectly really blow my mind. The scale of the Universe, and all these objects that populate it make me feel insignificant, like a parasite with no real purpose other than to survive and then eventually die.
What purpose is there, if we are all going to diminish from existence? Eventually everything we do and create will become nothing, there will be little or nothing to show for it, which makes me question why life has to be so damn difficult for many.
I would prefer to spend what minute time I have on this planet learning as much as I can so I can at least be able to understand it better.
But then there are these things we'll never learn, I won't ever know for sure what the Universe is inside of, or if the big bang happened out of pure nothing. How does something come from nothing? I would love to recreate that moment, or at least witness it.