I guess I kind of used to be like that, before I joined the forum or more importantly, met autistics in real life.
The feeling of finally speaking to people who understood, both online and offline, was great for a little while, but recently I've felt just as alien at the autistic meet-ups, and even right here on Wrong Planet, as I normally do in daily life.
I know I'm not the only one with some of these issues, heck, I even know some people have it worse than I, but at the same time I have trouble connecting.
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