Not anymore. I had a pretty bad 31st Dec 2 years ago. It basically involved my mother and my aunt having a fight (over money, of all things), when we were over to visit to celebrate the day with them, and that fight lead to my mother, our dog, and I storming out of the house. We ended up at my father's house, who was drunk as he often was back then, so basically it was ANOTHER fight, that caused me to have a major meltdown, and my mother and the dog went back to my aunt's house, while I stayed behind, angry at everyone. I later found out that my mother and aunt had reconciliated and the whole family had had a great New Year's Eve, which had excluded me, of course.
I consciously chose to not celebrate New Year's Eve last year, in 2011/2012, or to even visit my family on that day. I spent it alone, and it felt good. Today, I'm doing the same thing. I've no regrets. I did spend Christmas with my family, eating at a restaurant, and that was nice enough. But they're not getting any New Year's Eves out of me anymore.
I've even come to prefer spending it on my own, really. I feel as though I took for granted that Holidays were 'supposed' to be spent with family and/or friends, but spending at least one of those festive days by myself opens up a lot of room for self-reflection, I find.
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