Not exactly massage, but I recently had to have physiotherapy. I was dreading it because I absolutely hate to be touched for any reason, by anyone, ever. But I knew I had to because it was a reoccurring injury and I could hardly move.
My brain couldn't work out if it was good, bad, painful, pleasant, whether it liked it or hated it or what - just fritzed. Which was weird. So I have no idea - I simply could not cognitively process it, it was the weirdest thing. It was very intensive, as it was meant for remedial purposes rather than pleasure. It did help my injury a lot though.
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Alexithymia - 147 points.
Low-Verbal.