MY COUSINS WHO USED TO LIVE IN OXNARD WHO PLAYED SOCCER ALL THE TIME IN THE 2000s WHEN I WAS A KID AND I USED TO GO TO THEIR HOUSE FOR SLEEPOVERS AND MARIO KART BUT NOW THEY DONT LIVE THERE ANYMORE AND THEY DONT PLAY SOCCER ANYMORE AND THE CARPET IS HARDWOOD FLOORS NOW AND THE OLDER ONE HAS A BABY AND A KIA AND THE YOUNGER ONE IS A MANAGER OF A RESTAURANT OR SOMETHING AND HE STILL KEEPS SOME STUFF THERE AND WE USUALLY HAVE CHRISTMAS AT THEIR HOUSE LIKE WE USED TO BUT FOR SOME VAGUE REASON I CANNOT EXACTLY PINPOINT ITS JUST NOT LIKE IT WAS WHEN I WAS A KID AND I'D BE DRIVEN THERE IN MY AUNTS OLD TOYOTA CAMRY WHICH COINCIDENTALLY IS THE SAME MODEL AND YEAR OF THE TOYOTA CAMRY I NOW DRIVE EXCEPT HERS WAS A RED WAGON AND MINE IS A WHITE SEDAN...
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