What do you guys think about all day?

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You want to know what I think about? 21 year old boys. And I probably always will. Ive tried making friends but ultimately found that people get under my skin. So I dream of fantasy boys with flowing open shirts fluttering in the wind and tight leather pants with chains hanging off. My fantasies have proven to be better than reality. And this is sad. Its sad that reality bites. I feel like such a geek to choose fantasy over reality but I find that real people suck.

At least 21-Year-olds are adults.

This sort of leaves me out lol

I daydream about random stuff that keeps jumping around due to my AD(H)D. The only specific thing I really think about is my celeb crush.

I hope you are somewhere around 21 in age yourself.

I love this forum

Even if she is in her 30s, It’s cool.

I’m not a strapping 21 year old. But at least she has spirit and spunk.

Kraftie, don't talk yourself down buddy. Your a mortal god at your age

We Wolfmen must stick together

Im 33. Why on earth would it matter what age I am if its dreaming about 21 year old boys? Lol

Now I love this forum even more. Incoming judgment!

I love you sweetheart. Just be you

^^^ This. My brain fires on all cylinders and processes way too many things at once (a lot of it I'm not even aware of), so I have a million tabs open if I'm on the computer and jump between them. Often get extremely absorbed in whatever I do, sometimes spend hours and hours analyzing and doing something and then ask myself, what am I even doing?

i spend all my time thinking about

kol: how much i hate and love her, whether or not i'm a good friend, how stupid i am for sticking with her, how smart i am for sticking with her, etc etc

my friends

things i want to get from the library

my art, what i have to work on, what i'd like to work on

music theory

selling my art

food

driving

how much i need a job

where i would like to get a job

cars and car stuff

that cutie who works at CVS on weekends

my blood pressure

how to commit suicide

how to live a more fulfilling life

how to move out of town

manipulation

whether or not my perception of sounds and colors is objective (is my white the same as everyone else's white?)

whether people are living in the exact same time as everyone else (is the person who's asleep next to me experiencing "tomorrow" already, while i'm still experiencing "today"?)

where i went wrong in life

my ever more fleeting youth

that's kind of the point.

I think about anything and everything. I've had girls ask me "What are you thinking about?" and I'm sure they're often disappointed when I answer truthfully. "Oh, you know that one episode of Seinfeld? When they bought the pool table but the room was too small?"

I'm not 21 and I don't own any leather pants, but I am shirtless right now...hmm...

Cars, software engineering, hacking, music, skiing, biking, work , avoiding work, hermitude, gadgets, random science things, futurism, operating systems, web browsers & network applications, cryptography & information theory, how strange & unusual I am, how to live to the next day etc.

Cats

I think about Hitler, The Kinks, how unpredictable people are, how the world is like a minefield for me and I have to be on guard at all times and watch out for the transphobic and ableist ones everywhere I go. I think about my hobbies, arts and crafts, the Summer and Winter Olympics, how nice it is to finally stretch my body out when I get myself into bed for the night. I think about my third hobby, Swagbucks and the surveys and other things that earn me points so I'll eventually be able to redeem those 7 $100 Amazon.ca gift cards maybe 21 months from now as a reward for all my hard work. I think about Pro-Life, my volunteer job weaving blankets to sell in order to raise lots of money to donate at the next Pro-life fundraiser that Dean and I go to. I think about Work BC and the effort that I'm putting into finding another job. I think about the receptionists who work there and how their's one pair who's serious about their jobs and another pair that gossip like a couple of teenagers. I think about the future a lot. I think about a future where things will be easier for everybody and not just the "perfect people who are able to live *puke* the perfect life."

My next slice of NY pizza.