I seem to think maybe one of my hobbies is making lists and feel I've been into it the last 9 or 10 years (between the ages of 21 and 31). I've liked to try and list things like 100 greatest film heroes and villains, 100 major events in history, and was particularly influenced by a book on 100 most influential persons in history which has inspired me to list instead 100 of the most evil people in history but the more I studied on that subject the more problematic history is as for example Genghis Khan maybe a mass murderer to many people and a great state builder to many others particularly in Mongolia as he is seen as the Founding father of Mongolia and has led me to think maybe even bad people are maybe not completely evil as all historical figures have flaws. Anyway coming back to lists, I feel I have been trying to write my own book but there have been times when I change my mind after a while whilst working on it and haven't even produced an outcome which is frustrating and think to myself 'Why didn't I stick to it ?' but I don't if its the listing I enjoy and not the making of the final outcome. I seem to think I was the only one doing a hobby like this between 21 and 31 whilst other people that age were going out more, going to clubs and parties regularly with friends and stuff which I seem to think is the 'requirement' for people of that age group and I wasn't always doing that stuff and just wondering if its a waste of time when I should have been meeting more people, going out partying and drinking more than doing the hobby I've mentioned above.