Shout at your brain

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Sometimes I just want to shout at my brain. Why not do it here?

Pick up the dang crochet hook

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stop asking me for nicotine!

Shut up, shut up, SHUT UP!
That's enough with the thought avalanches already.

Since I overcame the source of my maladaptive daydreaming, it's gotten me to new heights.

Just like how I overcame my anxieties for good before I was 18. But that wasn't enough, I knew.

But what if this recent breakthrough isn't enough?

If I find them all, oh yeah, I will able to live my life the way I wanted.

The power to unlearn unwanted and unnecessary shite in my head that's been influencing my life without my say so...
And the power to learn and relearn what I choose to have in my life and anything that serves and benefits me.

SO...

What...
ELSE...
Are...
You...
Hiding?!

The damnable complexes trapped in my damn body!!
The shite you've been hiding from my conscious as a misleaded way to 'protect me'! !
The crappy subtle cycles that you've put me through in the name of 'preservation'! !

Here kitty, kitty, kitty ~

Come out, come out, whatever that is!! !

I know it's there. I can always feel it.
This subtle sense of fear, this subtle sense of defensiveness... ALLLLLLL of it. Subconscious shite, automatic subconscious judgments, all that programmed shite...

Come on! Stop being so sublime, hiding in the shadows!! !
Just let me give it a nonjudgmental bear hug.

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"Things I wish I'd never said/done".

Why must you keep reminding me of these? They happened years ago, fer crissakes!

Just think about the thing you're doing right now. You don't need to constantly think about any of the stuff you need to do later, or tomorrow, or next week, or next month, or next year. Why are you thinking about Christmas? We just did Christmas. Why are you saying you're hungry? We literally just ate breakfast. Why are you putting all these obstacles between what you have to do today, and actually doing it? Because then it would be done and then we could think about Christmas or food for a bit, if that's what you want to do so badly.

I need a software update.

If you're so hungry then what do you want to eat? You can't keep bugging me about food and then reject everything I suggest.

"JUST CALL HER!"
Context: I was interested in a female. My brain had been procrastinating for ages - "What if she feels invaded? What if she's busy? What if she's not interested in me? But then, if she is interested and I don't get in touch, she might think I'm not interested in her. And she might be feeling lonely right now. How can I evaluate this dilemma? I don't have enough data, where can I get more data? What should I say if I do call her? Shouldn't I rehearse it a bit?"

My brain listened and took my advice. It worked.

Why the heck are you making my body react to excitement as anxiety? I’m not anxious, I’m excited to see my friend stop making me shaky

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Give me a break brain . Need to stop the pain levels , so I deal with people more effectively. Am suppose to keep you alive ...Its hard when you want to make old injuries hurt badly . And stop pretending you getting older,, when I want to do younger person things.

Stop mucking about on the Web and wash the damn dishes.

Yup.

You and me are not the same person.
We're just occupying the same space.

I'm the experiencer and you're a part of the vessel for the experience to happen.

That anxiety was damn annoying.
Why hide deep sadness with THAT???

Come on.
I know you lot misbehave, but come on!!...

Sure it's over but I just wanna know why is this???

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Who's the boss here?

Hoy.

What now?
What are you up to now?

Are you going to make this a habit of yours every nighttime?

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We're in Canada, not Australia, can you please just make my sleep-wake cycles more suitable for the time zone we live in?

And stop showing me vivid memories of something cringey I said or did decades ago when I do go to bed!