this thread got me thinking about a problem ive had latly, actually triggered by watching the movie 'jarhead'
I use the 1990 gulf war as a relative point in time for me, seemes easier to remember when things occured in early childhood when using this period in history "my first memory of international events" the time when I realized the world was larger then the town I lived in. Anyways, i never used to be like this, but on occasion I would wake up from having some crazy dream from that time or b4 hand, and have my mind going at the speed of light it felt like, I would have flashbacks of all those years, tons of stuff i remembered, and even recovered memories, and for some odd reason (i had a very happy childhood, mostly, but uneque) I would spend that entire day without any energy, would sit, do nothing, feel super depressed all day, go to work, have no ability to do my job or consintrate, It must eather be HFA related or im assuming some brain chemical is unbalanced. The next day, ill sleep, this time normal dreams, ill wake up, and be normal all day, it happens every couple of days and only recently has been occuring, to the point im starting to feel like i need to medicate to get me through the 'sad' day. I abuse pain medication on those days, and its potentially dangerous, as i get intoxicated from it, makes me feel better, gives me energy.
Im sorry to hijack this post... I dont mean to ramble sometimes it happens when things r on my mind and im reminded of something,
WOMEN, i did not realize taking to much anti depressants can cause depression? Have u discussed this with your DR? Do u feel the way I do sometimes? Maby im ODD, well i guess we all are . Have u had benifits from your paxil usage, maby i can use it only on the days I feel down, because most days I feel fine.