I've read a lot about serial killers, I am just interested in how somebody can become that way. I think Albert Fish is like the most f****d up individual in history, but unfortunately there is little information on his upbringing and how he developed some of his strange habits.
I have my own sort of mythology in my head, and it is pretty much focused around a character named Dracul, and his polar opposite, Dante. Dracul is a spree killer (and some other things) who I based on myself, except a little more crazy and with unholy powers. I like to come up with scenarios where he tortures and kills somebody, or something else like that, and how he justifies it. I constructed one such scenario last night in fact, and it helped me feel better and helped me get to sleep.
Is it odd that justifying horrific crimes is therapeutic for me?