I would probably feel down, as I got so many things and dreams I still want to realise in my life. To not experience them would make me feel terribly sad. Despite a serious OCD and anxiety disorders which make my life hard sometimes, I still love life and feel that, as long as I have unfulfilled dreams, I got a reason to live and to keep positive and hopeful. So regardless of my OCD issues, I hope to live a long life and grow really old. Life may be hard sometimes, there is still a lot of beauty around us to live for. And I honestly mean that.
I guess if the final hours arrived, I would have mixed feelings. I realised several of my biggest dreams in life, so i can look back on life with a certain pride and fulfillment. However, I have many more unfulfilled dreams, so I would leave life with a feeling of fulfillment over the realised dreams, and at the same time a feeling of sadness when realising I could realise more of my dreams if I had more time.
I hope those who really think life sucks, can find something to live for. I have set myself some goals, some dreams that I want to realise. Ever since I have approached life in a lot more optimistic way than before. I feel I have a target to aim for, something that makes life all worthwhile. I wish anyone the same, as long as you do see the beauty around you and not just the gloom, then life is really worth living. I got serious psychological issues myself, but if you also see the beauty around you and not only the troubles you face, then I do believe anyone can find strength to conquer his inner demons and enjoy life again.
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Do what Thou wilt shal be the whole of the Law.
Love is the Law, Love under Will. And...
every man and every woman is a star
(excerpt from The Book of the Law - Aleister Crowley)
"Od lo avda tikvateinu" (excerpt from the Israeli hymn)