The Twisted Evil In You!

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I want you all to tell me your story's of twisted evil,
Of what brought out that evil in you, how it made you feel.
(that is, if you had those kinds of experiences in your life, most would after a spell of living with and having to put up with people..)

For instance,
people whose actions tick you off so much you want to get even,
and enjoy it, and what (if anything) you done about it.

bringing out that Nasty side of you.

And Please,
brace comments with the age you were when this event happened in your life (if applicable).

This can also conclude dealing with with partners, relatives, siblings, Joe Blow down the street.
school children (IE: Bullies), etc.

Oh, don't get me started on my inner evil. I have my share of it.

When my dad died, my uncle turned his back on my sister and I and turned the rest of the family against us. They tried to take dad's assets for themselves. I hated him so much that I formulated a plan to attack and kill him one night when he got home from work. On the planned night, I couldn't bring myself to leave and I decided not to go through with it, it wasn't worth the trouble I would get into. Besides, no good could have came from it.

We get along now but I can never trust anyone on that side of the family again.

But anytime I felt my inner evil, everything seemed to make sense. I was actually happy hating someone and blaming my problems on someone else. I used to blame my problems on the NTs I went to school with and believing that they were "evil" and I was "good" made all the sense in the world. Though I know the truth, I no longer have any answers or direction.

Sometimes I think the only way I'll ever be happy again is to go back to those old beliefs. But it I'd just be living a lie.

Too much, dont think i should go into detail here -
lets just say it like this, i used to be a real
bastard, and i mean bastard with a big B.
My motto was "so what" for a long time.
Some memories will haunt me for the rest
of my life i`m sure. Have some regrets,
people i`ve hurt and things done that no
one should ever do. It took a while for me
to learn and shape up but i got there.

I have an evil side, it begain when I took medication to not worry so much and it made me see how fun and easy it can be to be evil, mostly attacking other students. Sometimes I fear that it may be like a different personality, but I have tried to not let it control myself, I have often had myslef against my other side. I havent realy done much with it, mostly been urges to just abondon all of morals and do anything, but I remember attacking my brother and picking on people with mind games. I used to think as a kid that why would people in the movies do evil things, but with this side I see exactly why they do it, it is just so much fun, the fact that you can totaly be above others.

I have thought that maybe it has also manifested in me wearing black clothes and an evil looking beard, at the moment I am thinking of growing mustache which will make me look like this.