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15 Mar 2009, 11:37 am

i kill very little, i am trying to remember the last time i killed something.

and i actually cant remember. in spain, this summer, i had lots of mosquitobites, but i didnt see, catch or kill a single one. not one.

spiders and stuff i come by here, i let out, or let be.

i assume my last kill must be some unlicky mosquito, but i honestly cannot remember when, so it must be many years ago.

i am in for such a good karma :)

the biggest thing i killed, was fish. rather large ones, i beat to death w a stick. i felt horrible, cus they wouldnt die right away.
smaller ones i cut open, or snapped their neck. breaking their neck is absolutely awful, cus you can feel the little fish struggle with all its might. never ever doing it again.

i actually revived a fish :oops: it wasnt broken or anything tho.

my brother had to kill a sick hamster once. some "gangsta" friend of his couldnt stomach it, so my brother did it, by putting it in a sock, and dropping a rock on top of it. he was surprised at how bad it felt.

for most people, i dont think you have to kill anything MUCH bigger than an insect, before it feels very brutal, and far too real.

my previous neighbor killed a guy. that was weird to know about him, since we shared the apartment. he was nice tho, well into his 40's, and a amphetamine junkie. but nice.
dunno all the details, except the killing was not premeditated, and probably a result of some robbery-gone-wrong in his youth. he served his time and all.

edit: my dad killed a gull, that had its wings broken, by stomping it to death in the forest., me and my brother were told he "let it fly away" but he had a dark dark look in his face :D

my uncle, my dads brother, kicked a dog to death, after it had been hit by a car, and was seriously busted up. i havent asked any further details on this one, but knowing my uncle, the dog would have been truly ruined.


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15 Mar 2009, 12:01 pm

I'm a vegetarian and Buddhist, so I don't kill, ever.

but I did kill a spider some days ago by mistake- see I hate those things, I can't have them in my house. so when I saw this big hairy bastard I put a bucket over him, closed him in there with a newspaper and tossed him out on the balcony.

that was late in the evening and unfortunately some heavy frost came overnight (I didn't see it coming, it's freaking March for gods sake!) and next morning I found the spider frozen to death right there where I tossed him :(

so I guess in a way I did kill him, but I tell myself that it was either him or me, I can't have those things in my flat or else I would go total bonkers.

I don't kill mosquitos- I don't have to, they hate me and never touch my blood vessels.

if they did, I think I wouldn't hesitate though. I hate itching.


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15 Mar 2009, 12:10 pm

anna-banana wrote:
I'm a vegetarian and Buddhist, so I don't kill, ever.

but I did kill a spider some days ago by mistake- see I hate those things, I can't have them in my house. so when I saw this big hairy bastard I put a bucket over him, closed him in there with a newspaper and tossed him out on the balcony.

that was late in the evening and unfortunately some heavy frost came overnight (I didn't see it coming, it's freaking March for gods sake!) and next morning I found the spider frozen to death right there where I tossed him :(


HA :D

reminds me of my dad, i got my bleeding-heart-for-insects-etc from him, he usually "snaps" away insects w his finger, and i told him once that snapping them away cracks their exoskeleton, and causes lethal infections in a matter of minutes. ohhhh he froooowned :D

another time, he was mowing the lawn, and right as he saw the biggest earthworm he had ever seen, it flew out the other side of the mower, cut up into many many pieces. that also totally ruined his day :D

i think... i COULD kill a fish again, but by decapitating it quickly. i just want it to die fast. i remember as a kid, when we went fishing w the family, they would just throw the fish into a bucket, where they suffocated to death, and i was SO frustrated. i kept telling them that the fish were allive, and they, believing all kids are dumbasses, told me "no theyre just twitching"

i'd tell them that those arent twitches, but gill movements, and obvious signs of suffocation, so they clubbed the fish a bit, and left them to suffocate w a smashed skull. goddamn :(


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15 Mar 2009, 1:50 pm

"In the strictest sense, we all feed off death, even vegetarians" - Spock



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15 Mar 2009, 2:09 pm

digger1 wrote:
"In the strictest sense, we all feed off death, even vegetarians" - Spock


yes. i eat meat. i love animals, but i will eat them. yes i contribute to death, yes i contribute to anguish and pain.
*burp* :D

plants want to live too, but they dont protest when killed :]

im about necesity tho. i dont ROLL in meat. but i eat it if i get it. i eat according to my economy, which at this point means mostly bread and stuff. wheat. im not gonna kill something simply cus it bothers me.


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15 Mar 2009, 4:28 pm

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rXO3h6bpEUU[/youtube]

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15 Mar 2009, 5:00 pm

thats intense. i love it. the wildebeest is giving everything, every ounce of strength it has to survive, but so are the cheetahs.

i cant stand when recent docus do the "shaky-cam" effect to "cencor" killings, as if even animals hunting is wrong now :/


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15 Mar 2009, 7:16 pm

Counting fish and my hunting experiences, that number has to be over 500. Nothing recently that I can think of though. :scratch:


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15 Mar 2009, 7:19 pm

jawbrodt wrote:
Counting fish and my hunting experiences, that number has to be over 500. Nothing recently that I can think of though. :scratch:


500!! ! dayum!! !

you're litterally "da killa"! !! :D


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15 Mar 2009, 7:27 pm

I can't remember the last thing I killed. Probably a bug, I havn't fished in years, but when I did, I would cut their heads off before gutting them. Killed them fast, and made it a lot easier to gut them as well.



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15 Mar 2009, 7:50 pm

Atomsk wrote:
I can't remember the last thing I killed. Probably a bug, I havn't fished in years, but when I did, I would cut their heads off before gutting them. Killed them fast, and made it a lot easier to gut them as well.


i prefered cutting them up as well. i didnt feel sorry for the death of the fish, i was always aware of life/death/nature, i just didnt want to cause it unimaginary suffering just for my own breakfast sake. if im gonna KILL the thing, and END ITS LIFE just for a breakfast, at least im gonna do it quick and clean.

i remember a SENSE of annoyance, from the rest of my family, who thought i was wimpish who felt sorry for the fish, and they'd allow their own kids (my cousins) to play with (torture) the fish and stuff. my grandpa was the only one who actively put a stop to such nonsense, and also the only one who actually destroyed the fish's skulls when killing them w a club. my uncles just tapped the fish, as a routine, and let it suffocate.


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15 Mar 2009, 9:32 pm

When I was 10 years old I played "Auschwitz". I made a concentration camp for the ants once. Another time I just said that the ant hole and surrounding area was Auschwitz and I squashed as many ants as I could. Then the next day I made them a buffet and they ate and ate, not so much to make up for my cruelty as to be able to pretend that it was lunch time at Auschwitz for the prisoners.



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15 Mar 2009, 9:43 pm

Ana54 wrote:
When I was 10 years old I played "Auschwitz". I made a concentration camp for the ants once. Another time I just said that the ant hole and surrounding area was Auschwitz and I squashed as many ants as I could. Then the next day I made them a buffet and they ate and ate, not so much to make up for my cruelty as to be able to pretend that it was lunch time at Auschwitz for the prisoners.


:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
thats so cute!! !! !!
:D

a little bit morbid and horrible, but still cute! :D


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15 Mar 2009, 10:59 pm

I only kill in video games, and I've destroyed millions. :twisted:


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15 Mar 2009, 11:12 pm

Social_Fantom wrote:
I only kill in video games, and I've destroyed millions. :twisted:


that reminds me of

"i've wiped entire civilizations - off of my chest... with a gray gym sock." 8)


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