I have trouble with anything penetrating my vaginal area. I also have trouble getting tampons "seated" correctly. Or maybe it's my body, automatically rejecting the foreign object. IDK. They do burn when they're not positioned right. I don't even like anything more than panty liners down there to be honest. It took me a long time to learn to put in a tampon correctly. Worse, my periods got to be so bad, I'd have to use a minimum of 3 or 4 tampons at a time, plus a heavy duty pad. It was making me crazy because I can not stand the sensation of blood soaking my skin or clothes. I also hate the sensation of putting in even one tampon. But when I used to bleed enough to make a bathroom look like something out of a gory murder scene, I felt I had no choice. Depending on the covering material or if it's scented, the pads also irritate me. I hate the plasticy feeling ones & the scented pads gave me a major allergic reaction. There's nothing worse than a crotch that burns & itches continually. I am completely non-functioning at that point due to total & complete sensory overload. Looking at the Vaginismus symptoms, it appears to be my main issue. I don't know why...but it is what it is.
Thankfully I have few periods anymore. I couldn't be happier. I don't need pads, can't use tampons (horribly painful to remove as the fibers bond with the walls), so menopause at least gives me that as some relief from being female. I can get by with just panyliners. Yay me!
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Aspie Score: 173/200, NT score 31/200: very likely an Aspie
5/18/11: New Aspie test: 72/72
DX: Anxiety plus ADHD/Aspergers: inconclusive