I´ve always had smallish breasts, and liked it that way- (I don´t really feel my breasts on me most of the time, which is good...I like it when my body feels light and airy). Anyway, I´m a small, dancer-type, so it fits.
Unfortunately, through the years, boyfriends and other men have complained that my breasts are "too small". This has made me quite paranoid about them. Since I don´t seem to have very good experiences with relationships, for years I assumed that it was because my breasts are small. I´m now wondering if I took that too literally all this time, and maybe they were trying to imply something else, or maybe were trying to lash out at me and hurt me for some reason? Who knows, men are strange creatures. But I have sometimes wondered why some other women, with even smaller breasts than mine, seem to have successful relationships and are considered "pretty". (Another reason I don´t understand why men complain about my breasts is that they are people who pursued ME- so why did they want to go out with me in the first place if they like big breasts? Why didn´t they choose someone else? Why go out with me, and then make me feel bad?) I just don´t get it. And frankly, I´m quite sick of the obsession with breasts. I´m tired of seeing breasts posted on advertisements and billboards everywhere I look. There are some days when I think if I have to see another breast, I´m going to go crazy! I mean, why don´t they post pictures of penises for our viewing pleasure?
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