Valkyrie2012 wrote:
The battle I have currently is that I am always hungry. Food is always on my mind. Three years ago I promised my boyfriend I would lose 120 lbs. I managed 107... Can't seem to lose anymore. Doesn't matter how little I eat.
I am frustrated and broken. Of all my battles I face with communication - and all.. he gets me... loves me anyway... and I am going to lose him over a few pounds I can't manage to shed.
Go figure.
I went through a period where they swore I was anorexic in my teens... then I swung the other way and have not been the same since.
Absolutely do not feel down about this. As someone who grew up watching my mother struggle on many many diets to lose weight, I know that 107 pounds is an absolutely marvellous feat!
That said, if your boyfriend is that absolutely self centred that he sees you as someone who did not lose 120 pounds as opposed to someone who DID lose 107 then he probably should have his butt kicked to the curb. I'm sure that if he really gets you and loves you he will see things that way though.
Just a thought, and this may sound crazy, but have you ever tried replacing half of your water intake with non-sweetened green tea? It hydrates you better and its what I used to use when I would plateau on a couple of pounds that I wanted to use. Tea is soooooo good for your body and it's so yummy too!
I don't mean to be nosy or pry, especially coming from someone who just yammered on about eating a pot of carbohydrates, but it might help.