Sex Addiction

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Recently I learned that certain mental disorders can have one strange side effect: Sex addiction.
Some of the disorders were BLPD, and Bipolar. I have both and I am also a sex addict. But I keep everything under control. I'm only with one person.
But does anyone else have this with their disorders?

I'm a sex addict with my self if I were more approachable and perhaps more beautiful I would probably be f*king every man. That so much as look @ me.

I do think I'm borderline- undiagnosed but I fit. Every criteria. its a tricky thing to have with Aspergers but I believe I've been borderline since I was about Seventeen that's when my behaviour became chaotic. Not with men but with meltdowns because of over sensitivity and over analysis of every situation.+ my family didn't and still doesn't understand what's wrong with me. They just think I'm mad.

But I masturbate at least once a day and think about sex every ten seconds, I've been watching porn since 4ever so yeah -I'm extremely horned up.

Plus I've let several men done ridiculously disgusting things (except full sex). Strange men I just met off the street because sometimes the pressure gets so intense and I completely black out when it happens . If I ever tell you Ull think I'm the craziest person.

IDK
Tis is life

I think the worst part of having this addiction is the fact that I wonder if people can tell that yes im horny 24-7.

My biggest secret in my life is the fact that ive had sex with a lot of men and women. I mean i would bang guys just for the hell of it. I couldnt get enough. but once i met my fiance i stopped, he keeps me going with just him.

but to be honest the hardest thing is not cheating just for a lay. But I have not so far. Which i think is a major improvement. But I still cant stop myself from everything else.

But as long as i can be faithful to him, i am proud of myself. Might sound weird to some people but its hard when you have this addiction.

As an addict, i am sooo proud of you for staying loyal! My job puts me in a place where I can meet new men everyday and yes I drool over most of them. But everytime my husband walks up my attention and lust shifts 100% to him.... so that's good. Lol