Do you feel that being female Asperger's was easier for you?

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I have heard that females with aspergers isn't as often diagnosed as compared to men, one reason being that females are brought up with more social interaction and given more time in that regard.

I don't know, I have never been a male (or male-type aspie) to compare.
Sure, it is easier to meld into the NT society and meet expectations of other people. This is why some specialists don't even recognize the female type of AS/HFA. This girls mastered everything we try to teach the guys, they say.
But there is the cost. Maintaining your social life via frontal lobe is exhausting. Exhaustion leads to depression. As you know how to behave, people don't realize how much effort you put into acting normal and when you are tired and your asperger slips off, everyone (including yourself) is shocked. So you are always on guard, always controlling yourself, always wearing a mask and always anxious.
Wearing a mask all the time means also you don't know who you really are. You don't recognize your own difficulties, don't know what's wrong with you, why the meltdowns, why the depression, why the exhaustion after seemingly nothing. Then when you seek help, you probably would get wrong diagnosis that would make everything even worse. That's what happened to me.

Look for Tony Attwood videos, I believe he describes it the most accurately.

Almost every autistic women I know has been raped. So I would say no.

this question is inherently flawed, but it's a good flaw to question.

level of ease can't be qualified, especially from a biased standpoint, so why insist on trying? its futile and if it takes us anywhere, its backwards.

my opinion--obliterate this question. focus on inclusion to fill in gaps of subjective perspective, garner more substantiated objective.

my reality--this question exists and i cannot control it. but at least i can speak my idealisms in a small corner of the internet.

I think these binary questions can't really be answered. I can't step in the shoes of an AS man's experiences of ease or difficulty, and he can't step into mine. From what I read on WP, no-one has it easier if they are AS.

I certainly don't feel that I was brought up to be more social, or given any additional attention from my parents. I was alone a lot.

I cant agree with the idea that it was easier to be undiagnosed due to being more subtle. For both women and men going undetected and being subjected to normative standards would in my opinion lead to additional mind/body health complications.

I have no idea...

Probably because:
One, I wasn't diagnosed late or just this recent. I had, more than a decade ago in my late childhood.
Two, social expectations or not, I didn't blend in. I refuse to mask. I simply refused, for various reasons that is either out of stubbornness, fear, intuition, luck, or actually knowing that being a full time actress is exhausting and it could break a person's psyche.
Three, gender issues are different from where I live. And so is the culture as whole, therefore norms are on a different take here. Same with gender roles and it's issues with equality.
Four, how my AS manifest is closer to male's than most of female's case. Or maybe I actually have both autistic masculine/feminine traits, and have little or none as a human despite being female myself.
Five, non binary gender is generally acceptable all around my current culture despite of being a major Catholic. While LGBTQA is acceptable, though, legal stuff and things like same sex marriage isn't allowed. But then again, this is one of the countries where divorce is illegal.
And lastly, how am I to imagine my alternate self as a male?? Male bodies have different needs and expectations for all I know. And so does what it would be if I was brought up somewhere else to have life itself easier or harder than where I'm right now?

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I think in a way that I'm glad I made it into my 20's before I was diagnosed because if I had been when I was younger, I think that would have been used against me in my family--a way to discredit me even more. And without a family that was there for me, I think it would have been overwhelming and been a way that I was made to feel less than everyone else around me.

But I equally wish I had learned earlier in life, at least by my early 20's. I think it would have helped me avoid a lot of broken ideas about myself. Being made to feel horrible for things about myself when they were just normal. But I guess I am just glad that I know now.

I do not think it was easier for me though. I think life has been actually incredibly hard for me. I don't see that as self-pity, it's fact. I was experiencing burn outs at a very young age. I would play sick all the time to get out of school because I couldn't "explain" or give a just reason for why I felt the way I did--so I had to lie.

I think the mixture of Aspergers, not knowing I had Aspergers, and having abusive people in my life made life almost impossible for me. Any ONE of those things would have been a steep climb.

In some ways I'm glad I'm a female on the spectrum and not a male. I can mask my ASD well. I was a sociable child too.

I can usually tell that a male is on the spectrum, but telling if a female is on the spectrum seems to be harder, even if they display some of the symptoms. Males I've met on the spectrum seem more "geeky", more higher IQ than average, and talks in a flat sort of voice. But females I have met on the spectrum seem more average in regards to IQ (or even slightly below), but more sociable and displays facial expressions and tone of voice. I think, generally speaking, that females on the spectrum are more eccentric than males, but males are more geeky. But that's just my experience.

I wasn't diagnosed until well into my 30s. In some ways, late diagnosis was good for me, but not in all ways. I do think I would have been diagnosed earlier if I had been a boy or if I had not been an only child. My mother had plenty of clues that there was something different about me, but she chose to explain those concerns away, and I grew up lonely and confused as to why I didn't know the "rules" that everyone else seemed to know. I literally thought there was a rulebook hidden away and that I couldn't get to it because nobody liked me. I was considered conventionally attractive, and I think that both hurt and helped me in various ways. I wish I had known earlier, but I can see how late diagnosis was a benefit in some ways. Like, I don't think I'd have persevered in learning to drive if I had known that I was ASD and that some of us have a hard time with that. I just kept taking the test until I passed, and I'm lucky I didn't kill myself or someone else. It's interesting that now, I'm an incredibly safe driver with a clean record. I don't know if it's better that I was raised with NT expectations, teachers and caregivers were sometimes quite horrible to me, bullies, even. Not all of them, but enough, and I do sort of wish I had known why I was so different. I just thought I was a stupid and bad person. I'm a lot better now, but there are still triggers from the past.