Musicians with AS?

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Being a musician means you HAVE to work with others. Maybe I'd be happier if I was a painter or a writer, but I'm a composer and drummer. I write and play jazz, and I'm getting my own band together.
Without having really given it a lot of thought, I now find myself in the position of having to be a "bandleader," which requires a lot of focus and a certain amount of "authority." But sometimes I feel it slipping away and I just want to go away to be by myself.
Now to play jazz you have to good, and these guys are good, very good musicians. But the music I write is a little different, and they spend a certain amount of time talking about how "difficult" it is, especially my use of odd meters and my non-functional harmonies. I'm used to seeing a lot of chuckling and head-shaking when they look at their sheet music for the first time. Sometimes this makes me feel like a fraud, I can't help it. The thing is, the music sounds great when we're playing it, and all I want to talk about with these guys is the music, not the concepts behind it. I feel like sometimes I'm having to assume a defensive posture. Also I've never been any good at musicians' "small talk." It can feel like a real balancing act sometimes, and I find that afterwards I'm quite exhausted.
Are there any other Asperger's musicians here, who maybe know the sort of thing I'm talking about?

I'm considering becoming a musician, so I could eventually know what you mean.
I've also written very strange songs. One song I wrote in 5/8 time because of why I was writing the song in the first place. In another song, I ended on the submediant chord, also because of the reason of why I was writing the song in the first place.
I am definitely not excited about having to work with others.

I'm not sure if I can quite call myself a musician, however. I've played the violin for somewhere around 6-7 years in school orchestras. But that was close to 4-3 years ago.

Add me to the list of AS musicians, I play jazz clarinet or the sax if I'm pushed. I can't write stuff though, I leave that to other people.

Ed Almos

Being a musician doesn't necessarily mean HAVING to play with others. I stopped playing with others after I discovered multitracking. I got tired of no shows, unserious people, and singers dying of heroin. I do all the instruments myself and get more done. Granted, if I wanted to play my stuff live, I'd need a band, but I could potentially write solo pieces for one instrument as well.

Being a musician doesn't necessarily mean HAVING to play with others. I stopped playing with others after I discovered multitracking. I got tired of no shows, unserious people, and singers dying of heroin. I do all the instruments myself and get more done. Granted, if I wanted to play my stuff live, I'd need a band, but I could potentially write solo pieces for one instrument as well.

I'm not an actual "musician" as in I don't play instruments or anything.

However, I do sing and produce synth and loop-based music.

by the way, here's my music website:

myspace.com/mikegeorgemusic

real aspie music from a real aspie! hope you like...

it's cool; we all are entitled to our own opinions. no worries...

Maybe the other band members came in expecting to make more of a contribution to the music, but they're a little frustrated. Hopefully they'll catch on as you all get to know each other better.

Musician? Why, yes I sing. Been singing ever since I was very little and I enjoy it.