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08 Nov 2007, 1:00 pm

or better as time progresses?


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08 Nov 2007, 1:18 pm

Mine are definitely getting worse as time marches past me. I think some of it comes from being at an age where I just don't care so much about what things I do look like to other people.


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08 Nov 2007, 2:58 pm

yes.



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08 Nov 2007, 3:26 pm

I think they're getting worse.


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08 Nov 2007, 3:35 pm

Alot worse.



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08 Nov 2007, 3:37 pm

The stuff I ascribe to the autism / AS spectrum has been perfectly constant throughout my entire life; the only real change there has come through my level of understanding this spectrum, such as I do.

The stuff I ascribe to the schizophrenia spectrum has been slowly creeping towards becoming more pronounced, which is fairly typical from what I understand; I don't want to say has been becoming "worse", for this condition is both good and bad, a gift and a curse. My madness is a well from which I draw forth much art and creativity, and a spyglass through which I can look at things sideways when most people can only look at them straight on. I even managed to re-forge rampant paranoia into utter preparedness, which has served me well many times.

Through strength of will and character, one's demons may be made to serve and advise rather than rule and torment. I choose to believe there's no such thing as a glass that's half empty or half full; the half full glass has the drink in the bottom half, and air in the top half; drinking the drink in the bottom half is the obvious exercise of optimism; wailing about the air in the top half of the glass is the obvious exercise of cynicism; drinking the drink and finding a use for that air is the more challenging exercise, and one that many people never even realize is something to attempt.

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08 Nov 2007, 3:52 pm

I wouldn't say they're getting worse as I get older. If anything, they are staying the same but I'm less likely to hide them from other people in order to fit in. Other people might see them as getting worse because of that though. I'd much rather be content and weird in other's eyes than seem normal and be miserable on the inside.



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08 Nov 2007, 4:12 pm

My eccentricity is exceeding all expectations. Things are definitely getting worse yet it's like contractions just before giving birth - 30 seconds apart.........


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08 Nov 2007, 4:20 pm

My symptoms are worse than ever. I can't seem to find nobody who isn't bothered by it :cry:.



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08 Nov 2007, 4:27 pm

SKOREAPV83 wrote:
My symptoms are worse than ever. I can't seem to find nobody who isn't bothered by it :cry:.


:( Sorry to hear that SKOREAPV83.

sonny1471 wrote:
I wouldn't say they're getting worse as I get older. If anything, they are staying the same but I'm less likely to hide them from other people in order to fit in. Other people might see them as getting worse because of that though. I'd much rather be content and weird in other's eyes than seem normal and be miserable on the inside.


Yep! I'm just getting too old and ornery to be bothered pretending not to be weird any more.



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08 Nov 2007, 8:31 pm

It's much better than it was when I was a child; back then, I could barely tell what was going on around me. No sense of direction, difficulty following/remembering instructions, difficulty recognizing people, and a general sense of feeling lost in every situation. As I grew into my teen years a light clicked on and I became much more aware of the world around me.

However, the older I get, the more reclusive I get. And the sensory issues, particularly sensitivity to sound, have gotten much much worse.



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08 Nov 2007, 10:35 pm

The more aware I become of the world, the more aware I become of my strangeness in it. It makes me feel I am growing stranger, though in truth I am probably no stranger now than ever.



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08 Nov 2007, 10:38 pm

The AS symptoms aren't getting worse, but my other comorbid conditions are. I'm becoming dumber by the day (lately I've been having trouble holding a conversation for more than 5 seconds), my "depression", if that's what you call it, feels as though it's getting more severe and my anxiety levels have increased a lot over the past year or two.


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08 Nov 2007, 10:41 pm

its too late for me to change, if i do i wont know how to act. with that said i dont know if my symptoms are the same or worse



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08 Nov 2007, 11:09 pm

I am not sure whether I'm getting "worse". Sometimes I suspect that as I get older, the same behaviors I've always had are simply becoming less cute or excusable to others (mostly in my family--to my knowledge those outside my family don't talk much about my oddities). I'm also getting more discouraged and less content, because it's apparent to me that facets of my personality that I thought were something I could overcome are actually hard-wired tendencies with which I will always struggle. For 25, I feel very worn out.


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08 Nov 2007, 11:31 pm

Worse. I've been unemployed (or employed as a housewife, whichever) for a few months. And I've noticed my social issues getting more and more pronounced. My agoraphobia is progressively worse the more I spend my days at home. It's like all the social skills I have taught myself over the years are "use or lose". :?


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