Mw99 wrote:
I could. And in fact, I could happily live the rest of my life without human contact.
No criticism. No mockery. No drama. No hate. No envy. No rivalry.
Living away from other human beings is such a bargain discussing it is a moot point.
What a surprise to see this. I used to do little else than imagine such a thing. Here are some samples:
- As a child, I would dream about being in a space ship alone searching through the empty vastness for interesting things to explore. It was one of the most persistent and attractive ideas to me. So I wanted to be a "space ship pilot" as a kid.
- I read an SF story (which I really got into for the above reasons) that mentioned about the high cost of supporting the entire weight of a human in space and suggested the idea of just launching the brain only, connected into ship's sensors (this was before Star Trek), I thought about that and said to myself, "Yes, I'd volunteer for that."
- When I grew up a bit older, and I realized these weren't so likely, I began to wish for an ocean worthy sailing boat and studied that a lot and decided upon a 45' Cape Dory as my ideal. Actually went out to one that was for sale, in fact. I decided that I'd try and stay out at sea for 6 months at a time and only visit populations twice a year, for as short a time as possible.
- I considered moving to Alaska.
- I considered moving to New Zealand.
- I considered moving to Antarctica, joining some science team there perhaps, if I had to.
Well, you get the idea.
I just need books, because I also love to consider and think about ideas. That's the part about some people I actually enjoy. Why I'm here or elsewhere on the web.
We live on 3 hectares (over 7 acres) of forest land near a national wilderness area. Our neighbors are wonderful people, but I don't need to see them from the home, nestled in the middle of a fairly deep wooded area with rhododendrons and ferns and fir trees, pileated woodpeckers, squirrels of 4 kinds including a flying squirrel species, etc. I work at home, use email, and probably only have to get away from the home to go to stores (an environment I do NOT like) once a week. Working on a bigger garden this year so maybe can cut even that back, somewhat. In all my 50+ year life I've never been to a bar, don't go to parties unless forced, do not attend weddings, barbeques, etc. Any gathering of people is anathema to me, unless there is a clear project purpose to it and it's not just about 'getting together.' I enjoy 1:1 discussions, though. So that's okay. It's not that I don't lke individuals. It's about the coruscating and bewildering environment and the "nails on chalkboard" shivers I get from even the mere anticipation of navigating small talk and unpredictable people.
Jon
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Say what you will about the sweet mystery of unquestioning faith. I consider a capacity for it terrifying. [Kurt Vonnegut, Jr.]
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