ive had an intense obsession with nirvana/ kurt cobain since dec 04, when i was in 8th grade, when i was 13. the obsession was insane( ask if youd like the full details), everyone in my grade knew, thats what i was known for. then, after i moved and switched schools when i was 15 and in 10th grade(that has nothing to do with the obsession, just some backround info), the obsession began to fade in around febuary of 07.
now, im 17, and in 11th grade.
all of a sudden, this week, it came back. its unexplainable, but it basicly consists of looking at every nirvana interview possible on youtube, searching for and saving any and all pictures of kurt, krist and dave( im extremly attracted to kurt and dave), and listening to the music non-stop (after not having listened for months).
i dont know how i feel about it.
i know it wont get as out of contol as it was in 8th and 9th grade.
i do kind of enjoy it, but i also feel a bit disturbed by it. the fact that it just came up out of no where.
theres no point at all to what im saying, its just current feelings id like to share, and hear others opinions about