johnners wrote:
I'm terrible for just standing in the middle of the room and wondering what to do next. What annoys me even more is not being able to concentrate on anything for longer than about 10 minutes, I just flit from one unfinished project to the next. The only things I seem to be able to complete is housework, but that's only because I get very frutrated and despondent if the house doesn't look tidy.
Also my memory seems poor. My wife will say something to me, and a short time later I've already forgotten, or if I'm trying to read something or follow a film, I'm having to wrack my brains trying to remember what happened 10 minutes earlier.
I do the fridge inventory too, but really because I have an urge to comfort-eat and if there wasn't anything I wanted in the fridge 20 minutes ago, there still isn't now, but I'll still look!
I believe these are all signs of depression, which, in itself, is deperessing. When I was taking Prozac, my memory and concentration improved 100% and I hardly ever comfort-ate.
I am like that, and I always need to be productive. I can sit on the computer edit pictures and read a book and then complain in the evening that I have not done anything worth mentioning. I get frustrated if do not something'important'.
Reading, or even learning from mistakes should be something like I have 'done' something in the day, but my mind does not accept it as such.
I have written a book, spent 4 months on editing it and now it is difficult to find a publisher and I find I have wasted my time now. But no I should think that I have learned something from writing a book.
The same as I think I 'wasted' weeks on WP, but it is not a waste of time because I actually learned much baout the syndrome and about myself by reading ans surfing on it...
ADHD it is
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Your Aspie score: 152 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 48 of 200
You are very likely an Aspie
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