What are you thinking right now?

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That I am bored with being Human. Why can't I be something else?

Oh dude.... let's see.

I wonder what's on WP?

How tasty the cornmeal pizza currently in the oven is going to be.

When is my new laptop going to get here?

Something is stuck between my teeth.

Traffic outside is loud.

My race is less than 2 months away and I still can't swim freestyle worth a damn. Very worried on that account.

I'm almost out of spending money this month. Worried.

Should I go out tonight and risk disappointment again, or just stay home and watch a movie?

Is it going to rain? Can I go out ride a bike and not get wet?

That's just the thoughts for the past hour or so.

Thinking that for the first time in my life, I may have found people ( through WP) who understand me. I think my whole family is NT and I've possibly only met one other Asperger person ever, before I joined this group. Wanting to drive but am too scared that I will get in an accident because I also have severe anxiety.

...how my psychiatrist is a jackass wrapped in a moron.

I'm thinking that I'm scared about posting a comment. I have been visiting WrongPlanet for months now and have really wanted to comment for so long but I am so nervous about connecting with others most of the time that it's become a really big deal just to type out a few sentences. I think once I click "submit" I'm going to feel proud that I've finally got the courage to reach out but also panicky. I've also been thinking how I can NEVER sleep when I need to be up early the next day and so I will spend tomorrow walking Blue Planet (aquarium) in a zombie-like state.

I'm thinking that all the paperwork involved in going back to uni is a lot more stressful than university itself.

Who Am I-

I sometimes think I should go back to uni. I managed two years before I had a complete meltdown. I was studying music which is what I always wanted to do, but everything else about the place was overwhelming. My cousin went back to uni after a break and he hasn't regretted it.

I had a complete collapse in my second year, but I got treated for depression and managed to complete my degree on time. I was studying music too; I'm planning to go back and do postgraduate study. What instrument/s do you play?

I played the flute as my first instrument and the piano too, to a much lesser extent. I haven't played the flute for over a year now. It's awful to say but it just takes me right back to that time when I felt so confused and scared. I listen to all sorts of music pretty obsessively and I really think it keeps me sane. What is your instrument?

AMEN, QFT and co-sign on this thought!
I am sooooo bored of being a human animal, having to do all this STUFF just to exist! I skyped my friend of 10 years ago and she was still going to parties with the same people - I was bored just hearing about it, how bored would I have been if I had never left?

pretty bored - that is why I left in the first place. Thanks for reminding me I am not the only weirdo, Hartz

same kinda am thinking bout midsummed festival and I have a lvl 16 tauren druid and use limewire download the song you like select the song in the library section on limewire and that plays it in an infinate loop, limewire is free btw

I majored in composition, and the clarinet is my main instrument. I can also play the piano, saxophone, violin, viola, recorder, slide whistle, tin whistle, harmonica, bagpipes, bugle, guitar and extremely bad oboe.

That is an impressive list! I did have a treble and sopranino recorder until my dog got hold of them and you can probably guess what happened. The oboe is meant to be an extremely difficult instrument to master isn't it? I'm really amazed that the first person to reply to me is a fellow musician. I have to admit defeat and try and get some sleep now as it is ridiculously late here and I have to be up in four hours so it's been good to meet you, hopefully we'll bump into each other on the board again.

I have a soprano, an alto and a tenor recorder. The next instrument I'm planning to buy is a chalumeau, which is the forerunner of the clarinet.

I have been thinking about the second Iranian Revolution of my life (the first was in 1979) and reading Twitterfall ( http://twitterfall.com ) Watching a girl get shot and dying right there on the video from the camera phone, hearing the Basji Revolutionary Guard do home invasions in the dark with women shrieking being carried off that even gets through to my guarded emotions. Hearing the call and response from the roofs of apartment houses Allah Akbar! (God is Great) showing solidarity with each other in the terrors in the night.

Anyone else watching history?

Thinking about what I'm going to have for dinner and at what time I'm going to have to start cooking it for it to be ready at 6pm.