I don't know if this matters but Im a guy, so alot of the emotions i can't control would be my anger and understanding, besides that I don't feel any joy anymore, I stop feeling it around two years ago, all I have and am feeling is dispair. It sucks my therapist is t doing her job and I'm trying hard to look at the bright side but all I see is darkness
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It's not that I'm so smart, it's just that I stay with problems longer.
Albert Einstein