Apocatastasis wrote:
I see it in my head but it is narrated
I get something similar ... next time I'm daydreaming I'll try to notice what's going on.
Often when I'm thinking something through it's as though I'm giving a lecture and "seeing" a form of presentation. And yes, there are "asides" in the "words" that I'm "hearing".
During my diagnosis, describing this phenomenon was one of the very few thing that made me truly uncomfortable. Two different doctors wrote stuff in his book and said some thing to the effect of: "So, you hear voices: tell me more about that".
In the same way that I don't actually see the things that I'm thinking about (I "envision" them): I don't hear a voice. The unpleasant part is that occasionally the "voice" will ask a question of me ... but who, in this context is "me", I thought that "I" was the one giving the lecture ... There then can follow an entangled inner dialogue that makes me worry about my sanity. I also loose my place in the "lecture".
However, I talked this through honestly and openly with the doctors and - in the end - neither had any concern about it.
Apocatastasis wrote:
Am I crazy?
Mibbys "aye" and mibbys "no". [ An old Scots phrase that implies that the point is still moot.]
There's not enough information to tell ... and anyway, I'm not qualified.
Aimless wrote:
My daydreams and usually my night dreams are more like directing a movie. I will do several "takes" before I'm satisfied. In my night dreams I do this although I rarely realize that I'm dreaming.
Me too.
misslottie wrote:
when i daydream it, i hear it all in the usual way, but mouth, silently, all the replies i make.
THAT looks crazy when walking down a crowded street!
I can relate to that too.
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