I have severe anxiety; it's almost constant. I also cannot work long shifts or more than four days a week without difficulty. Also, for some reason, if I'm working the evening shift instead of the morning shift, I'm in a constant state of anxiety all day and night, and I might as well not even having the morning off for the way it overtakes my day.
I need to get back on medication for anxiety because I drink instead, but I don't drink at all when I'm on anti-anxiety meds, other than occasional beer or wine tasting.
I once called a suicide hotline because I was "suicidally anxious." I wasn't at all depressed; I quite liked my life, yet I felt like I wanted to die rather than feel that level of anxiety. Not "felt like I was going to die" in the panic attack sense, but that I would prefer to be dead instead of having the thoughts, feelings and tension I was experiencing. Which I knew was irrational; that's why I called.