I was regarded as gifted in school, I'm supposed to be pretty intelligent, I feel pretty intelligent, but while I am good at math it's only in more of a puzzle solving capacity... in practical application, not gifted at all. I feel very much like an artist though I am not exceptional at drawing, a writer though I have seldom finished a story, a maker though I am afraid to share what I make. I can turn my hands to many different crafts and skills. I am very bad with money, have what I think are almost crippling problems with executive function, to the point that even though I can write I have had much trouble with plot structure despite a lot of independent remedial study. I spell very well indeed, yet in my typing, the letters often come in a funny order. I am undiagnosed, yet I stim one way or another non-stop during my waking hours, so that I have been unable to say, "Well, maybe I am gifted and that's why I don't blend in so well."
There's no standard to this stuff. There are only guidelines.
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"Pack up my head, I'm goin' to Paris!" - P.W.
The world loves diversity... as long as it's pretty, makes them look smart and doesn't put them out in any way.
There's the road, and the road less traveled, and then there's MY road.