Unable to say things

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I have problems when people break out of script. I have an order in my head in which pleasantries must be said, someone changes the order and I either go blank or just blindly follow the script even though I know it's changed. It's pretty embarrassing and I usually notice that I'm doing it wrong, but I just don't know what to do instead.

I too never call people by their names, while in their presence. The funny thing is, when someone says my name while speaking to me, or touches me, I melt. To me, it feels like they really care and are sincere. I would do anything for them at that moment, ha. Anybody else have that?

The predictable scheme of social interaction gives me cancer
I somehow get annoyed if people expect me to give an appropriate answer, like if somebody say; "good to meet you", the answer would have to be something like "yes, the same to you" etc. This automatic conversation has a negative affect on me; I feel that Im forced to something and I really want to give an inappropriate answer, but I control myself.
That means I sometimes say things that I dont mean or dont have any relation to at all. Its just "blah"...
The same for "hi, how are you?" "Fine, and you?" or "what a nice day" "yes it sure is" etc.

Hello and good bye I often say in another language (that I know people understand); like salut and chao. Sometimes I restrict my answer here to ey an yo etc., because the standard is annoying

I also can say good morning if it is evening, just to make a difference.

I forget the names of my nearest friends sometimes, so I seldom use names, maybe just because of this.

A few days ago my daughter was home from college visiting. She poked her head into the room I was in and said "hi". I looked at her, made a goofy face, mumbled an odd word or to. Finally, after way too long a time, I made a weird fake smile and said HI!.

Why couldn't I just say hi? It didn't even enter my mind.

Like many others, I have a very hard time addressing people by name. I just do not like to say names, or be addressed by my own name. I also have trouble with greetings. Only recently (I'm now 29) have I been able to actually say hello to people. My voice would literally shut off when I was faced with a situation where I should acknowledge someone else. For example, passing others in the hall (work, school); they say "hi" and I of course am delayed, but I go to open my mouth and it is like my vocal cords are frozen. I go mute. It is very awkward. This still happened frequently.

I find it insanely hard to talk about anything important or personal if I don't know how what I have to say will be received. The words are being screamed in my mind and not one peep comes out of my mouth.

These might not be the same as what you mean, but some for me...

When a young boy I had trouble with please, thank you, etc. Though that might be normal for many kids.

Today I rarely address someone by name. This is because I often don't remember people's names. I often get "hello <my name>" in the office from people whose face I remember but whose name I don't, and sometimes even a face I don't recognize! So to avoid the faux pas of giving the wrong name, I've developed a habit of not addressing someone by name even if I think I know his name. It's a consious choice.

I don't like the pleasentries of greeting someone as you walk by, the "Hello" or "How's it going?" thing. I don't think that it's the case that I can't say such things because I do in response to someone else. I just annoys me for some reason so I go out of my way to avoid being put in a situation to say so. I'll even change aisles if I see someone I know walking in the opposite direction of my current aisle so that I don't have to pass and engage in that social custom.

There were several years when I'd freeze up when asked "What's going on?" I'm walking down the hallway, maybe even lost in thought and not noticing the other guy. Then he drops that question while passing me, forcing me to pause, gather my thoughts to figure out what actually is going on in my life, and by the time I finally got an answer out, he's already three paces behind me!