Tiffinity wrote:
First thing that happens to me when I wake up in the morning is a feeling of complete panic, terror and cold fear. I feel like I want to clutch my stomach to make the feelings go away and sometimes it's so bad I have to fold my arms around my middle and bend forward as it's so awful, like any minute someone is going to shoot me and I feel like it's my last day. It's not a panic attack, I get plenty of those, it's a feeling of complete terror almost for the unknown that lies ahead in the day. When I was little girl I used to think that was how Anne Boleyn must have felt on her way to be beheaded ( I was a charming child ) but I still feel it now in middle age and I have to force myself to get up, partially open the blinds and gradually ease into consciousness but I can never ever face first thing in the morning with an easy mind. Am I the only one?
It might have something to do with breathing. Apparently a lot of people hyperventilate in the morning without knowing it.
It can certainly bring on terrors and panic attacks. I get this too, but not all the time. You can get help for the breathing.
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"Aspie: 65/200
NT: 155/200
You are very likely neurotypical"
Changed score with attention to health. Still have AS traits and also some difficulties.