I am 41 now and am a big guy with lots or physical training and such to defend and protect. Military family. Inside my mind I am pissing my pants wach day i walk out the door. I am a father, son, husband and such. great job, I realized that i have built a very well trained machine on the outside to protect the warm soul inside that is very kind. I can take physical pain, I would rather not, buy mental pain for me has lasted an eternity. I recenty found this site and I know each and everyone of you is unique:) ps, if you need something intimidated or shaken up a litte, i am am scared but very couragous. big difference. I know quite of few of my new community in the seattle area. I ocd's when I figured it out and have been on a rip meeting our folks in person. first post ,kinda odd i am sure but i really mean well. I run a recess fitness program at my kids kindergarten through 6 grade everyday. No one is bullied on the playground because they are too busy having fun.. I hpe someone was kind to each of you today, if you did not feel it, i am sending a big thank you for being you. I am new to computers as well, so sorry if this is offensive or whatever. OOHRAA
steve