cyberdad wrote:
I have 43/50 on the AQ test and 154/200 on the Aspie Quiz. I took a long time answering each question because I was serious about answering the questions honestly. I then took the questions again a few weeks later and amazingly came up with exactly the same scores. So I was convinced re: my self DX.
I conclude that I have been very good at blanking out my autistic childhood and the fact my brother was quite autistic but my parents were consistent they told us we only had discipline issues (very naughty boys). I think the indoctrination worked as we both self censored ourselves (our true selves). All of this would have been left swept under the carpet if not for my daughter's diagnosis.
The last time I took the Aspie Quiz, it was 167/49, but the first time it was 145/60ish.
I don't get the same score every time, but I always score in the range of "possible autism."
I am not sure why I didn't realize a lot of these things about myself were different from other people until it was explicitly pointed out to me - but I have some weird conceptual issues where I don't realize/notice/know things until they are explicitly articulated. Not 100% of the time, but often enough. It can be bad enough that if someone asks me to read an article and pay special attention to one thing, I will only notice the one thing and ignore/forget the rest.