When I was a kid, it was really hard for me to eat. I often felt like I was going to choke or throw up when eating...even food I liked. The weird thing is I was always thirsty and could never feel "unthiristy". I was tested for diabeatees umpteen times and the tests always came back negative. This still impacts me as an adult, if I can not have access to water or something to drink, I panic.
I was never allowed to drink as much as I needed in school because the teachers thought I drank "too fast" or too much. It always drives my mom crazy because she thinks I am going to damage my esophogas or something. My little neice and my older brother (her dad) say I should enter beer chugging contests and that I would probably win. My neice actualy used to chant "Chug it! Chug it!" whenever she saw me with a glass of water or can of pop.
I think not allowing me acess to water was just another way for my teachers to fulfill their dictator complex. I was on a lot of meds at the time and it was speficaly written into my IEP that I was allowed to have as much water as I needed but when my water bottle ran empty, I wasn't allowed to refill it and told that if I hadn't drank it so fast, I wouldn't be in that prediciment. I couldn't focus on my school work because of the thirst. My throat would get all stratchy and dry. I think my teachers sometimes would take my water bottle away because they didn't like how I drank. Maybe they didn't because if someone tried to jerk something out of my hand, they would be pulling back a bloody stump. Anyway, it just would not surprise me if they did take it away.
I naturaly had to use the restroom more often than the normal students but I was always denied becuase the teachers thought I was just going in there to play. Sometimes I did ask to use the restroom because I needed a break from the classroom situation. I would play in the bubbles in the sink but someone please explain to me why that was such a sin? Anyway, I would hold it and hold it until I couldn't any longer. I would either loose the sensation of needing to urniate or have an accident. school and the other kids would never let me forget it. My brother's girlfriend at the time said I should have just peed on the teacher's shoes and I wish I would have...or at least peed on a bully's lap.
I always had urniary tract infections as a kid and I didn't stop wetting the bed until I was 14. I used to think it was because of the intense stress I was under but now I wonder if it's because my bladder was so constricted all the time. I wonder why I didn't just run away from the classroom and go to the bathroom anyway. I wasn't always the cocky hot headed "bad ass" b***h that I am today. My best friend always says I am "kind of a punk" and my neice (my other best friend basically) refers to me as "hardcore". I wonder if either one of them know why. Anyway, is constant thirst a usual trait of autism?
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