iSpeedy wrote:
When I do rituals its 3, and if I mess up I have to start over and do it 3 times correctly. And my safe number is 7. That's the number that will keep bad things from happening, for example I will always pick row 7 when I get on a plane. And the number 6 is my "bad" number. I think it started because it's known as the devils number. When I play cards in will get rid of any 6's in my hand even if I need them.
Thats so weird, my safe number is 7 as well. Whenever I am at 7 I feel calm and well, it gets easier to breath. (Counting things, taping fingers, license plates, windows, floors, whatever.) (Multiples of 7 work as well, but to a lesser extent.)
And then to a lesser degree and less important is 3, 3 is my more physical number. For the amount of times I do things, or the number that I feel comfortable seeing, I always group things into 3s when processing visual info...
And then out of the 3s and 7s a love for 10 has come about, it seems like the perfect marriage of the two. But I am still warming to it, its a little to even for me, it seems too dirty (and its not a prime, which makes it so weak and flimsy). But I like the idea that 7 + 3 is 10, or 5*2 is 10. (I see 7s a 5 + 2)
I dont know, I always sound like a lunatic whenever I start talking about numbers... But its one of those things you cant put into words or explain, but it just feels right. Or incredibly wrong...
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