Severity of Symptoms possible link to overall health?

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13 Jan 2012, 10:10 am

Hi,

I've noticed lately (over the past year) that my symptoms seem worse than any other time in my life. When I think about the times I wasn't as depressed or anxious as I am now, I was probably taking better care of myself.

Anyone else notice a correlation, or have information on this?

Also, I know for me, I may be having a bit of seasonal depression disorder, but my primary sensitivity, olfactory (sense of smell), is so heightened right now. I've been amazed at the smells I'm perceiving that I didn't seem to notice before, so it's not just seasonal depression.


Last night on my way home, I could actually detect stinky perfume from a car that flew past me....and the people I work with either have a lot more gas 8O or my nose really IS more sensitive.


Simultaneously, my depression and anxiety are up.

A few years ago when I ate healthier, spent more time in the sun, and was exercising, I had symptoms, but they were much less pronounced.


Just wondering about this....



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13 Jan 2012, 10:24 am

Since I was about 19 I've become more self-conscious and afraid of what people think of me, and I'm avoiding social situations now because I fear rejection and being judged. I'm hypersensitive to people looking at me, and I feel I am being watched all the time, and I'm afraid to look at strangers, and every time I hear people laugh I get a feeling that they're laughing at me, if it's a sniggering sort of laugh. I'm not sure if it's because I've made so many social mistakes in the past that I frown upon now and that maybe I'm learning from my mistakes, but I'm not too sure if it's because of that or not.

Before I was 19, or 18, I never worried of what other people thought of me. Well, I did, but that was to a normal extent. Now it's an extreme extent, which is causing me anxiety and is taking over my life and making me more afraid of meeting new people and showing my face in social situations. Before I was a little hesitant of social situations, but I was still happy to show my face and never worried too much of what other people were doing or thinking, and I was just happy to be myself more. When I walked to school, I never worried about being looked at by other people passing the over way. I probably looked at them automatically, and they just automatically looked back, and then never thought anything more of it. But now when people are passing on the pavement, I don't give them an automatic look, but give them a hesitant ''half-look'', because I don't want to just look down but I don't want to look at them completely, and because I've got anxious about this sort of thing, automatic thoughts come into my mind when somebody is about to pass, so it makes it harder to look at them automatically, and they sense that and so will look at me more or I will be more hypersensitive to it.

So yes, I have gotten worse as I got a bit older, and my anxieties are more severe now and I keep getting bouts of depression and anger, and frequent outbursts are caused by this. Maybe I had the same anxieties in me as a child, but could push them aside more because I was growing up and my brain was changing all the time. But now that my brain has stopped growing and changing, my anxieties are more able to take over, and maybe that's what's happened with you. But I don't know though.


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13 Jan 2012, 10:41 am

Joe90 wrote:
Since I was about 19 I've become more self-conscious and afraid of what people think of me, and I'm avoiding social situations now because I fear rejection and being judged. I'm hypersensitive to people looking at me, and I feel I am being watched all the time, and I'm afraid to look at strangers, and every time I hear people laugh I get a feeling that they're laughing at me, if it's a sniggering sort of laugh. I'm not sure if it's because I've made so many social mistakes in the past that I frown upon now and that maybe I'm learning from my mistakes, but I'm not too sure if it's because of that or not.



Wow, I can totally relate to what you wrote, especially this quote!


I've been feeling like people are practically glaring at me at work, so I printed out and taped up these huge scary images of eye balls at my desk and I wrote the title "The Downside of Peripheral Vision" on them....it gave me something to smile at, and the huge eye images distracted those walking past me (at least they worked for a few days).....now they probably all think I'm weird. (that's fine, I hope they'll just let me be).


I've been thinking people are laughing at me too. It's really uncomfortable. Since my last meltdown at work a few weeks ago, I am certain they've talked about me. Now they seem to walk on egg shells around me, and when they need to ask me to work on something, they are going into extreme detail about why they are asking for my help (I don't mind the detail or explanations at all, but I notice this as a change in their behavior).



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14 Jan 2012, 1:23 am

Poorer physical health, and poorer mental health (that doesn't affect physical health as noticeably) can both be linked to regressions.



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14 Jan 2012, 1:36 am

Have been on any medication? I ask because SSRI's made me more sensitive to light. And then ADHD medication made all my senses super duper sensitive. It makes my symptoms worse because I overload a lot and can't go out to certain places.

It's regression in my case, both a cognitive and physical health decrease. I have seizures on top of sensory sensitivity so my health feels like it's really bad. Got a bit of a hypoglycaemia problem too.

I wrote about regression. If you want I can link the blog post?


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14 Jan 2012, 2:08 am

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Have been on any medication? I ask because SSRI's made me more sensitive to light. And then ADHD medication made all my senses super duper sensitive. It makes my symptoms worse because I overload a lot and can't go out to certain places.

It's regression in my case, both a cognitive and physical health decrease. I have seizures on top of sensory sensitivity so my health feels like it's really bad. Got a bit of a hypoglycaemia problem too.

I wrote about regression. If you want I can link the blog post?


Yes, please post that link if you would.

I am not currently on any medication.



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14 Jan 2012, 2:10 am

Tuttle wrote:
Poorer physical health, and poorer mental health (that doesn't affect physical health as noticeably) can both be linked to regressions.


I don't know about regressions; I'll have to do some research.
Thanks for the info.



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14 Jan 2012, 2:26 am

pensieve wrote:
Have been on any medication? I ask because SSRI's made me more sensitive to light. And then ADHD medication made all my senses super duper sensitive. It makes my symptoms worse because I overload a lot and can't go out to certain places.

It's regression in my case, both a cognitive and physical health decrease. I have seizures on top of sensory sensitivity so my health feels like it's really bad. Got a bit of a hypoglycaemia problem too.

I wrote about regression. If you want I can link the blog post?



Oh, I think I've found it on your blog.
Very interesting!! ! I encourage you to post it here also for everyone's information.



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14 Jan 2012, 3:15 am

goodwitchy wrote:
pensieve wrote:
Have been on any medication? I ask because SSRI's made me more sensitive to light. And then ADHD medication made all my senses super duper sensitive. It makes my symptoms worse because I overload a lot and can't go out to certain places.

It's regression in my case, both a cognitive and physical health decrease. I have seizures on top of sensory sensitivity so my health feels like it's really bad. Got a bit of a hypoglycaemia problem too.

I wrote about regression. If you want I can link the blog post?



Oh, I think I've found it on your blog.
Very interesting!! ! I encourage you to post it here also for everyone's information.


Thanks. I'll just post the link because it's a very long post.
http://latedx.wordpress.com/2012/01/04/ ... egression/

I wrote the post to give a first hand account of what regression is because it's very rarely understood.


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14 Jan 2012, 7:09 am

Also I've found that my sensory issues have got worse (meaning my hearing). I get distracted by every sound when I'm in my room, and I can't ignore it. I find I have to sit with earplugs in my ears, which isn't a good idea because it sometimes causes a sore sensation in my ears. I have turned up music loud before to drown it out, but sometimes I just like peace.

But I don't think it's entirely me - I think it's because I moved my bedroom into the spare room downstairs a few years ago (because I wanted a bigger room) and when you're downstairs, more noises distract you. I do miss being upstairs now but I don't miss having a small room though.


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14 Jan 2012, 11:23 am

pensieve wrote:

Thanks. I'll just post the link because it's a very long post.
http://latedx.wordpress.com/2012/01/04/ ... egression/

I wrote the post to give a first hand account of what regression is because it's very rarely understood.


Thank you :)
I'm afraid of getting worse. If I do indeed have AS or Autism (and I'd bet a millions dollars that I do), I've been high functioning all of my life and I haven't needed daily medication. I do feel like I'm starting to get over my latest depression, but I know bad news could trigger it again.


Joe90, I feel for you. My hearing isn't as sensitive as my nose (in fact I have a bit of tinnitus probably from all my ear infections through my life) , but the one sound that grosses me out is the sound of people chewing when they eat. I could just hit the ceiling when I hear noisy chewers who chew with their mouth open.
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15 Jan 2012, 12:03 am

goodwitchy wrote:
Hi,

I've noticed lately (over the past year) that my symptoms seem worse than any other time in my life. When I think about the times I wasn't as depressed or anxious as I am now, I was probably taking better care of myself.

Anyone else notice a correlation, or have information on this?

Also, I know for me, I may be having a bit of seasonal depression disorder, but my primary sensitivity, olfactory (sense of smell), is so heightened right now. I've been amazed at the smells I'm perceiving that I didn't seem to notice before, so it's not just seasonal depression.


Last night on my way home, I could actually detect stinky perfume from a car that flew past me....and the people I work with either have a lot more gas 8O or my nose really IS more sensitive.


Simultaneously, my depression and anxiety are up.

A few years ago when I ate healthier, spent more time in the sun, and was exercising, I had symptoms, but they were much less pronounced.


Just wondering about this....



My nose is more sensitive with hormonal changes. My depression fluctuates with my hormones too.... I'm wondering too



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15 Jan 2012, 12:30 am

hypersensitivity to smell is an likely indicator of excessive exposure to toxic odours, car fumes, inks, paints, tobacco etc

some people have to live in sterile bubbles due to sensitivities and congested and impaired livers

looking after yourself should improve your livers ability to detoxify your environment



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15 Jan 2012, 12:58 am

I don't know. My anxiety and depression has peaked and remained steady there for over two years now. I think that's from my circumstances and not necessarily health issues, although I'm sure health is a contributing factor. I've had problems in the past where degraded health did noticeably impact my anxiety/depression, so I know it happens. Conversely, when I lived in Florida, I'd work in my garden every day and I felt more comfortable and relaxed than I have since moving north. Gardening in Florida is an ordeal - mosquitoes are evil, evil creatures. Sunstroke is a constant threat. So long as it's done right, it's the best kind of exercise.

I'm strange when it comes to winter, though. I can't get enough of it. All the fluffy tufts of snow mesmerize me and make me wander outside for hours at a time. I love that total hushed silence that falls at night during a big snowstorm. It's the most amazing thing. Next to cicadas, of course.



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15 Jan 2012, 5:06 am

I find it tends to be a vicious circle: when I feel ill physically, I am more tired and so it is harder for me to control symptoms in public, therefore appear worse than normal. Now with my worsening depression, I find my AS symptoms get worse- I find I need even more control and stick to routines more, I find my anxiety level goes up considerably, my memory is getting worse and trying to do anything is a challenge. But also, as my AS symptoms get worse, I get more depressed as I can see myself struggling more.
When I was physically ill a couple of months ago, I found that my symptoms were a lot worse.
The problem is I can't remember what the opposite was like... I've been steadily getting more depressed for the last 2 years, and had major anxiety before that, so I don't remember if my AS symptoms were better when I wasn't ill.

Linking severity to overall health is interesting to consider. Is it that symptoms actually physically get worse (i.e. brain changes)? Is it that being ill makes us more difficult to cope with our ASD? Is it that being ill makes us feel less able to cope/losing control so we try harder? Is it that our brain doesn't work as efficiently when the body is ill?


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16 Jan 2012, 4:33 am

Thats fine, glad to have been of help....

where have you gone? to start a new thread?