Hello guys.
First of all, sorry if I'm offending anybody by using stereotype or incorrect facts about people with aspergers or autism in this topic. Feel free to correct me.
All my life I've shown strange behaviour, which I now, in my 20's, have recognised as stimming. I don't believe my behaviour fits with OCD or Tic disorders. I read that stimming is a way to stimulate the senses, and that its often seen in autistic people. That it can be done by smelling, seeing and feeling among other things. That rocking around your room feeling very excited, flapping your hands, is stimming. I do all of these things. On a daily basis. I like to touch my nose, smell my fingers. I like to play with a cord in my hand while daydreaming, or having some kind of fantasy. It relaxes me. Sometimes, when I get excited while having a daydream, I have to jump around, and make funny faces. While flapping my hands. I can control this behaviour when I'm around other people.
Some other stuff that might be important: I'm already diagnosed with social anxiety disorder. However, it's not generalised social anxiety. I think. I can have fun with people, I understand that having a joke together creates bonds and I like to joke around with people. I understand irony and sarcasm. I use irony and sarcasm all the time. However, sometimes I do feel like there is nobody in this world I'm connected to, and I will never be. At these moments, I don't think any person in this world means more than dust to me. Although these thoughts could be because of moodswings. I read that Aspie's and Autists often like to follow strict patterns in their lives - I'm the opposite, I'm quite flexible and every day can be different for me.
Another interesting fact: I strongly believe I have ADHD - Predominantly Inattentive. And I know that it has similarities with Asperger's and Autism. I filled in a test with my therapist and they allowed me to submit myself for the ADHD research program. In a few months they're going to check me.
So - although I have social anxiety - I don't believe that my social capabilities are limited. Only the stimming is something that troubles me, and I know that I have ADHD-PI characteristics that also might be seen in the spectrum disorders. Is stimming seen in people who don't have Asperger's or any form of autism?
Thank you for reading and replying.