markun wrote:
I haven't picked it up or taken it yet. I'm concerned that the doctor didn't properly talk me through it.
This seems very common. Taking these things for the first time is a really big step for many people. Discontinution syndrome eg. 'brain zaps' seems to be quite common with this type of drug. A close member of my family took an SSRI for depression and had the full on psychotic reaction planning to kill the rest of the family. It gets hard to dismiss the 'horror stories' as freak occurences when you yourself whose has been included in a homicidal fantasy involving someone who sleeps in the same house
I suspect they dont like to talk people through it much because theyd have to talk about the things that can go wrong and then no-one would want to take them. So they keep optimistic and hope for the best.
I would encourage you to look at your lifestyle overall, if there are changes you can make in terms of basics like daylight, exercise, nutrition, routine and sleep cycles etc. Then id focus on those first. but good luck with whatever you choose.