How does alcohol affect you?

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I can't drink anymore as per my depression. But when i did, i became even more inhibited than usual.

It gets easier to talk and dance, but im basically the same just more relaxed

I'm a happy drunk.

But then again, I don't drink very often, don't party, and I have bottles of liquor (including one unopened bottle of Glenlivet) that I've had for more than 20 years or so.

It makes me really talkative and social but it also turns me into a near rapist who goes from being shy and polite to having zero problem groping and grabbing the opposite gender. Thankfully I've never broken the law or done anything truly horrible but I refuse to drink anymore, especially since people filmed me being a complete jackass once. Drinking is one of those things that's way too depressing to do alone

Socially I just go into this phase where I start out very talkative but then always want to be reciprocated physically, cuddle, etc. I have a lot of trouble letting my own feelings out due to a number of issues but alcohol is like opening every flood gate at once. I've had about three really humiliating and low experiences related to this, nothing good has ever come from a drinking binge, ever for me. I just talk loudly, laugh, annoy people then want to hop into bed with someone until I eventually go and retire pitifully in some corner to puke and feel sorry for myself. I haven't been drunk since the summer of 2010 and haven't really touched alcohol since then. I don't like the taste of alcohol enough to drink it regularly and I don't like the effect it has on me, plus alcoholism runs in my family. I'm honestly scared I'll just end up arrested next time I'm drunk and I have issues controlling myself at a social gathering, if I see alcohol I'll go for whatever makes me drunk the fastest to help with my anxiety, if I -do- drink. Me and vodka have an abusive relationship. I absolutely hate beer, it never gives me any buzz at all and I just don't care for it all. I hate really sweet stuff, if I drink I like for the alcohol to burn almost.

I've only drank twice, but it makes me very smiley and i laugh really easily. I also say to everyone what comes to my mind and I always feel like crying from happiness or sadness

I'm pretty much a bitter drunk. It makes me calm and at peace with the world for a time, but I often jump to the opposite extreme - irate, pissed at my failings and hateful towards pretty much everything. Just to give you an example, I'm often considering making a friend of mine lose her job (that I don't think she deserves) when I'm drunk.
I often mix it with opiates. When the two of them start leaving my body I feel like hitting people in the head with blunt objects.

Gives me stomachache and sometimes diarrhoea pains, even just one or two glasses do.

It, despite of making me feel horrible, makes me want to drink more and more of it till I faint.

So I avoid it.

Makes me quite silly and jumpy. I have noticed that sake makes me the silliest.