No follow through with interests?
By accident I've found that the Pause Point is because of some inhibitor of the next step, or its followup.
- Like, a hole in my planning because I'm not sure exactly how to plan that part. I'm uncomfortable with 'winging it', but can't have experience until after winging it.
- Or the next step really kinda needs a buncha research but it's boring.
- Or I need to ask someone to help but. . . you know.
- Or it really does need something done first that seems -probably- impossible, and I could 'theoretically' work around it, but, (unconsciously) I pause in case a better answer happens to pop up.
- Or the next step needs a wad of cash thrown at it to do it right and I'm not liquid enough for the full amount.
- Or something else becomes subtly more emergent.
For some reason I start to get low background anxiety about some inhibitor.
When I finally find the reason, and resolve it, my enthusiasm immediately rockets again.
If getting it done *becomes an emergency itself, well, that helps overcome the anxiety of the inhibitor (sometimes) and I can complete, though unsatisfactorily.
In the business world it's called *'Emergency Management'.
For me, the inhibitor is always tough. Tough to find and/or tough to resolve.
Which is kind of a 'duh statement', because otherwise it wouldn't have inhibited me.
Exactly this.
I usually consider English as my Second language and I don't have a first. =/
English is actually my third language, sarcasm being my first and miaoispeak being my second (miaoi! meow meow miaoi mewmew).
Elvish is what catapulted me into the world of languages. Tolkien was such an amazing linguist, and the site I learned it from was done by a linguist. Before that, I was good in my English grammar work but I hated it. That was about 10 years ago now, and every once in awhile I'll slip some into my Greek! It's stuck with me more than almost any other language.
Ditto! I might be awful at sticking to plans but I'm good at making them
I feel like I just wrote a novel :-/
~K
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This happens to me, too. I'll work intently on something for several weeks before I loose interest in it.
I've learned, though, not to worry too much about it. I'll eventually get back to being interested again, and probably pick up where I left off. And if I don't, so what? It's not as if the world gives a rats ass about my projects anyway.
When I was a kid my Dad and I had a TI-99/4A home computer that we did a lot of stuff together on. I still have all that stuff, and I'd like to preserve it. So a few years ago I downloaded an emulator for it, and began to code up a program to read diskettes, make an archive of the entire disk to tape or serial port, and then read the archive and rebuild the disk. The purpose was an easy to get all the old stuff moved from the physical computer to the emulated one. Got pretty far into it before I got bored with it. I'll eventually get back to it.
But I digest. . .
Point it, these are MY interests, and they tend to fluctuate. I can work on them at MY pace.