HybridSoul wrote:
Anything goes when people are insulting me, but being called "ugly" isn't even an insult anymore. People are sometimes literally afraid of the way I look and refuse to talk to me or look at me in the eye.
What's the point of living if I'm going to be autistic AND ugly? I feel like killing myself.
Here's a picture of me, except my skin is 10x worse than it looks:
http://img861.imageshack.us/i/ryanv.png/It's most likely skin deep, but still, not exactly a good reason to believe in "God" if he's going to punish somebody like this.
No way dude, you look ok to me.
You just need to work on your self confidence, that what really attracts people. The outside does not matter so much.
And speaking as a slightly older guy, don't stress it, us guys just get better with age.
I'm in my 40's now and I think I'm lookin the best I ever have. I used to see myself as the biggest dork when I was younger. No so much anymore.
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Your Aspie score: 172 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 35 of 200
You are very likely an Aspie
Diagnosed in 2005