An Angry Personality

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I lost my temper this night , me and a buddy was gonna watch some films.......unfortunately his dill hole gf sabotaged it & it's not the first time either she does that (stop being such a f-in cry baby , I spend many days all alone and yet I don't piss and moan over it)

I was picking up an envelope I had forgot at their place and a few mins later when I came back he had driven away in his motorized wheelchair car , disconnected his cel phone (the b***h told him to do it obviously , not the first time)....very little respect for others , I was sitting at my place for an hr wondering what the hell was up.

I went down to them to give them a piece of my mind , was so angry I wanted to punch her

It's like she doesn't realize he had a life prior to meeting her , the problem is he's a spineless wuss unable to talk back to her.

I told my doctor about all of this and she prescribed me Depakote along with my Lamital, lowing the the Lamictal because the Depakote doubles the effect of the lamictal---anyway, it seems to have evened me out quite a bit. I feel more calm, but a bit more shy. I don't find myself getting angry though, which is the whole reason in the first place I wrote this post.

Yes. When I was young I occasionally took it out physically (violently) on things and people.
That got me into various troubling scenarios. Now I know not to physically react, even when my mind is wanting to do so. I have learned a little about how not to give a sh-- about certain people and things. But: anger and all that other stuff above posters wrote about - all still there. Still occasionally boils over.

Skibum, the only issue is slight stuttering, well only slight and not really noticeable. I recommend it. I would much prefer this no matter what the cost is compared to the anger and mania I felt at the time. I don't believe I was bi-polar, I believe what I had was merely Manic Episodes, because it did not seem chronic and habitual.

Alpineglow, I have found that to show that anything bothers you show weakness, and most people exploit that weakness eventually and at some point. You probably already already know all of this, but the anger is of course still there. But the relief comes at least in the form that the general public an't "get" you. They can't see your weakness, that they can arouse your anger.