Sudden noises are the bane of my existence. I get very anxious around balloons because of the uncertainty. We were doing experiments with them in my high school anatomy lab once, and my partner kept teasing me because every time anyone made a sudden move or walked past me with a balloon I'd flinch, afraid of it popping. My chem teacher loved blowing stuff up too, and one day he had some chemical soda bottle bomb in a trash can in the corner of the room, and I couldn't concentrate in class at all; I was terrified of it suddenly going off. Eventually the stress got so bad that I just walked out and stood in the hall until I heard it go off. There have been many instances where teachers have shown films or video clips in class and didn't check the volume before starting them, resulting in a tremendous noise. That happened in my college abnormal psych class once, and I screamed, ducked, and covered my ears. Everyone in class was staring at me. Fortunately, that teacher knew I had AS and apologised for startling me later. My friends all love to exploit this fear and make sudden noises behind me trying to spook me. There was a boy I worked at a fast food place with once, who would chuck ice cubes at my washing up sink, causing me to jump every time they whizzed past and clanged on the metal. I was high on adrenaline and shaking like a leaf after he'd done that three or four times. Every time I yelled at him to stop, he'd just laugh and do it again, like my anger was encouraging him. This is one of the things I really hate about having AS, and there have been times when I wished I were deaf just so I wouldn't have to deal with it.
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"Survival is insufficient" - Seven of Nine
Diagnosed with ASD level 1 on the 10th of April, 2014
Rediagnosed with ASD level 2 on the 4th of May, 2019
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