Ah yes... The handwrighting was described back to me as total rubbish by a teacher and like a spider has crawled around on the paper by my parents. I had exceptional trouble with cursive and with issues with letter swapping and spelling plus other righting issues with dyslexia made for a tough time in school.
The issues where never picked up in school, but was in college. But by then, college has a policy for everything to be typed, so it wasn't an issue until patterns emerged in typed work. In school, I was palmed off as lazy, yet I couldn't even read my own righting.
In school, I had colour issues needing to right in black fountain pen on pright white paper. I've always had issues with correct grip and had the habit of dropping pens while righting.
Handrighting now though is kept at block capital, but otherwise everything needs typing. Too much righting still is an issue and it's often exhausting, important signatures is sill an issue. In never had the chance to improve it, there's little adult help either without retaking remedial courses.
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AS 168/200, NT: 20/ 200, AQ=45 EQ=15, SQ=78, IQ=135