BookPerson wrote:
I have both synesthesia and ideasthesia. And I have ASMR too. It's very difficult for me to verbalize, but I feel like it's due to the combination of all of those things. It makes listening to music or reading a really enjoyable experience.
I do as well, and I often have difficulty verbalizing my "thoughts".....I'm not big on reading, but the internal experience of music is very rich and dynamic for myself. A constant flux of indescribable feels & emotions that I have no words for, different shapes, colors, textures, abstract sensations fluttering about my conscious.
I don't know the technical terms for these types of synesthesia...but with music/sound I'll often experience what I described above. I have a spatial synesthesia of sorts where I experience the date/time around me, the months are aligned around me in an oval like shape almost like the earths orbit around the sun. I also have a strong "sense of place" (don't know how to describe?) that seems like a spatial synesthasia, every place I go, everywhere, I'm constantly experiencing a different "feel" or "vibe". Every room or hallway in a building, every city block, every aisle in a store, every mile of open highway, everywhere....I'm constantly experiencing a flux of different "feelings" I can't describe. This feeling gets attached to the space, so I have a mental map of every place I've been that's based merely off of "feelings", I also have a good mental/visual map, so I have a rather good sense of direction...I also think this plays a roll in me having good memory as well.
The times I've experimented with psychedelics, all of this get turned up even more so with LSD in particular. One really falls into the unfiltered sensory soup
....Fascinating stuff though.