I am no writer, but I do paint.
Some people like my paintings very much and there is an editorial office who wants to make postcards from it, and also grafics for a book
and I fail, because when they choose me it was based on what came up in my imagination,
and now I have to do what being asked,
and it's very hard,
I try and make very little progress,
and I am having meltdowns sometimes because my brain is numb.
Though I want to find a way to fulfill my assignment.
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English is not my native language, so I will very likely do mistakes in writing or understanding. My edits are due to corrections of mistakes, which I sometimes recognize just after submitting a text.