Am I the only person who truly doesn't need friends...

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Not really sure its an 'ability' in all contexts to drop people like they don't exist if any conflict/problem arises...I mean I can see certain things that would justify that. Though I could also see how it could be a pattern of running away from any difficulty that arises....which you may just be like that with people, but it may also effect other aspects of your life if that's it. Otherwise I suppose its nice to be able to drop people without a second thought for situations where someone really ought to be dropped. I suppose depending on the situation it could be an ability, or more of an issue.

Once I reached my 20's, I only wanted a partner, no need for friends whatsoever. I haven't had a friend for almost 20 years now, but that became a problem for my partner as she became more confident and began making new friends with partners who would want to meet up and do stuff as couples. So she eventually left me because she couldn't lead a 'normal' life with me.

I have to say that reading this thread makes me very afraid of trying to be friends with an Aspie.

Ah I see. I think I'm just like that because of my personality. Not every aspie is the same.

I've had the same happen to me when people ignore me because they don't like to chat anymore. It really makes me angry and is annoying but also sometimes I like someone or respect someone too much. Either way the end result is never good.

Either way I pure can't handle friendship properly. Unless it's online and that's fine

I never said ppl are too clingy.

But yes its true we are all different. Some aspies do want friends. I'm sure we could be friends nerdygirl.

I am in two minds on the subject. My general attitude towards the majority of people I meet verges on contempt but I do sometimes meet people who fascinate me and enrich my life. I am a much happier and well balanced person because of them and I am prepared to risk getting screwed over and bullied to meet them.

Most people are jerks but it's worth enduring them to meet the gems.

I don't believe I am in need of friends, but I do require an aspiration which isn't ultimately self-destructive; self-mutilation and suicidal ideation have fascinated me in the past. Personally, it's rather difficult because I must be one of the rare folks on the spectrum who doesn't possess any real "gift" or even an intense interest in something.

The equation really is quite simple:

Uncomprehendingly poor social skills + a low level of intellect = Doomed for life

I don't need any of those social stuff you mentioned like those complicated stuff, I only need people to spend time with and feel comfortable around, feel close to, nothing complicated, light hearted relationship with others only, it doesn't have to be friends only, it can be family too.

After reading through the additional comments, I would say that:

1. Starfox, I actually wish to be more balanced, and I admire the ability you have, not to care so much, and I wish I were more like you in this sense. I do not see it as a flaw, or negative in any way. I don't have a need for more than one friend at a time, but, I know that probably isn't what you had meant, within your original post, although, I may be wrong.

2. nerdygirl, I am sorry, if my post instilled or perpetuated any fear in you, with regard to making fiends. I do not want my post to affect anyone in such a way, as there are in fact, very caring people, who do feel it is worth working through misunderstandings, disagreements or what ever hardships may come about. Yes, it is a bit risky, to allow ourselves to bond with another person, as the end result may not be a positive one. If you have the courage to take a risk, you might wind up in an incredible, lifelong friendship. I guess I should not have expressed the actual impact that my experience has had on me. If it helps to know, the chemicals in my brain overreact to certain stimuli. I have an over-production of oxytocin and some other chemicals, apparently, that cause me to bond to people to easily and quickly. If you are not the same, you will perhaps have more control over your emotions and, the pace of your relationships, and, in turn, the paths they take - if that makes any sense. Do not give up, on forming friendships. I am like you, in the sense, that it has always been difficult for me to make friends, so I empathize with you, completely. Don't let my post discourage you.

3. ToughDiamond, the way you think and the things you've expressed, make so much sense to me, and I have acquired vast knowledge and insight from you/your comments (in various threads. not solely within this one).