DailyPoutine1 wrote:
I have the same thing, except it also affects my concentration when reading. For example, if I'm trying to read something and people nearby are talking I'll have a hard time filtering out their conversation and not focus on it. Its also annoying because when I'm gaming I rely on the audio a lot and I feel lost and confused when I can't hear it properly.
I get really mad when I'm trying to listen to something or someone and somebody else suddendly starts talking because it feels like they're talking less than an inch away from my ears.
One of the usual defining characteristics is an inability to selectively block and filter auditory speech and similar sounds. If I'm in a room with one person and I can see their mouth (helps find the cadence & match lips to sounds) I can often understand them fine. If there is background noise that is similar in any way to speech (rhythm or frequencies) then I have to sort of let the sounds come in and "listen" in my head to a delayed, pieced back together version. It's a coping mechanism. If there are multiple people talking, I cannot filter them ("cocktail party phenomenon" is where people *can* filter to hear just the person they are focusing on). If it's loud and multiple talkers, I get overwhelmed very quickly.
For me, interfering/additional speech or sounds scramble any speech or sounds I'm trying to hear, but also have the same effect as sensory overload even at relatively low volumes. My train of internal thoughts gets scrambled somewhat. Over the years, I've learned workarounds but they are fatiguing.
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